Because of you

I cant erase the things I've done
Or forget my past mistakes
But what I've stopped has again begun
In a annoying paining ache

Why couldn't I see before
That your smile was so unreal
You make my pain come out in ways
That are agonizing to feel

When I am around you
Theres always something there
I'd shoot my self through the head
Just to know you cared

But with even a single bullet
Piercing threw my head
It probably wouldn't make you notice
Me walking in the dead

So as I lift the object
Black metal with a gleam
You sit, wait, and listen
For that one last piercing scream

I'll always love you forever
Though you do not love me
Now I even know it
We are not meant to be...

For rachel..

Tell me what you all think..