Her last letter...suicide

~i know it's long, but i had to let everything out...~

the wind blows threw her hair
the cold touches her face
she stares into the darkness
her eyes darted to an empty space

she sits in the corner
and lays the bottle on the ground
she sets the letter by her side
no one can stop her now

" I'm sorry " she whispers
" it's all to much for me to take
i don't have any other choice
except to leave this place"

she takes the pills
one by one
she slits her wrists
she'll soon be gone

hours later police where at her house
they didn't understand why she wanted to die
so they opened her letter
and it explained the reasons why

" this is my last letter
and i wanted to say sorry to all my friends
i want to tell them the truth
about why it ended as it did,

everyone don't cry please
for it was my decision
i'll always love you guys
because your my guardian angels
tell Matt i loved him, because i thought he cared
he was so sweet and nice to me
i thought he should know
tell him for me please
everyone else, don't feel left out
because you'll always be in my heart
I'm sorry that i did this
but my life was torn apart

mom i f u c k ing hate you
for doing this to me
and i just want you to know
i hope you live in misery

well it's twelve O clock now
the day has grown late
please don't be upset
this is my fate

i told you everything that i felt
i hope everything will get better
i poured my heart out
in my final lettet"

they could never have guessed
all their stares were blank
if only she talked to them, they could have helped
but they were all to late

this is a story of a girl
who wanted to end it all
this girl is me
and this is my final fall...