Waiting for DeaTH

Born in a world
With pleasure and pain
With flame in my soul
In mind heavy rain

Joy every day
Trying to earn
But life is a ray
Someday we ll be burned

All of this thinking
Pain, hate and love
All life was bringing
Death throws above

We stop to exist then?
Or there is after life?
Those questions again
Becoming sharp knife

Death is a fear
The greatest of all
But the prison is here
And death saves our soul

Why god is out there
Not just in our mind
To enjoy not to dare
For freedom is bind

I dont believe he is true
But even if he does
I only care for me and you
He ll never be my boss

And what if he kills me
And send me to hell
The darkness will heal
I ll escape from my cell

I fear no murder
Hate judgement of souls
My life is further
Without gods and walls