View from up here

It isn't better feeling this way
Because knowing your gone kills everyday
I'm horrible without you
Without you my skies never are blue

That's not why I'm begging you
Everything that happens to me reminds me of you
I won't let my heart fade like before
I'm open to you each day more

I can't express what I'm trying to tell you
And it's going to kill me sooner or later
I don't know how my heart is going to feel what's not there
And I love her so much I hate her

But that's not what I'm trying to say
Truth is without you I'll never be ok
The sun never shines up here without you
Heaven might as well die without the skies blue

A steady heart beat tells me that you are alright
But a lonely tear falls tonight
I came home just to caress your face for the last time ever...
Before I leave forver.

Walking down the street by myself
Invisble as anyone else
I came out here just to let you know I'm leaving now
I hope you know this means I love you and I hope you live happier with the new life you found

Don't tell me that it's better
When you are all that keeps me alive.
And I kissed you the last time ever
I let the rain clear and the sun shine for you the day I died...