Those words i hear every morning as i wake
As i lay there and let you break
Every little hope i have in my soul
Knowing that i've lost every goal
I wish yall really would
Stop talking about me, That doesnt make you look good
Just cuz i dont comment Doesnt me i dont hear it
And i have to admit
It really does hurt me alot
It just like being shot
It takes a long time to heel
No one understand how I feel
Because they havent walked a day in my life
Yall dont know how many times i have wanted to use the knife
But what is that gonna solve
Just another useless body waiting to dissolve
But yall immature kids don\'t understand
How much my pain expands
Everytime you talk about me
Yall little fing kids dont see
The hurt in my eyes
As i lay in my bed beside
The one thing that really loves me
My pillow
It holds all my dreams,hopes,cries
Me and it put together are so wise
But thats only when im alone in my dream world
And then i have to start all over again
And remain
In the say class as you
When all you do
Is say those words
And no one understands
But i can say this for years and yall still would care
I tried to do prayer
But he has like 90 billion people who says he gonna pick the fat one outta the crowd
That\'s usally doesnt happen
So im just going to go day by day
Hearing those words as i walk the halls
Listening to my pride falls.
*Frenesia*
