Questions(my death)

As I lay here almost Dead
Many things go through my head
Like......
Will I be missed when I'm gone?
Will peoples hearts bleed
when I'm found dead in my room?
Will my mom be mad because
I got blood on the floor?
Will I be found right away
or will I lay lie here for days?
As my eyes darken
and my heart slowly stops beating
I think.....
Was this the right choice?
Was this the only way,
to end the pain I was feeling?
The only way to start the healing?
Should I have picked up the knife
that ended my life?
As I breathe my last breath
I say.....
GoodBye to my Life!!!

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