I'm tired off....(sept 05)

I'm tired of pretending i don't care
I'm tired of wishing i was there
I'm tired of missing you
When you don't miss me too

I'm tired of all the tears i cried
I'm tired of all the times i tried
I'm tired of all my negative thoughts and dreams
My life is not as it seems

I'm tired of feeling so low
My love for you has helped me grow
I'm tired of my red scarred wrist
The red cuts all in twists