I can't take much more of being a failure and a disappointment to you I'm sorry I'm not the daughter you dreamed of.I'm not going to be the kind of kid that brings home A's all the time thats just not who I am If you want me to be true to myself I will but I can't at least not with all the pressure to be perfect and what ever else you want me to be.THAT'S JUST NOT ME!Why can't you see that you're the one that made me commit suicide and it's too bad that I'm still here because when I tried it and then woke up the next morning I was mad because I'm stuck in this nightmare but the only thing that makes me happy is my sisters and Mark thats why I'm not going to try it again.I'M SORRY!I try to live up to your standards but I can't every thing I do isn't good enough...why can't I just be me??
