A Scary New Hope

*****Some of you may not understand...Some May...Some of you may interpret it in your own ways...But whatever you feel it is...That's what it is to you...lol...Just vote and comment and all that good stuff....
Ash********

In and out,
Your stomach turning.
Your esteem going up,
Your body yearning.

To be like the rest,
So typical they say.
Well they don't see what I see,
Each and every day.

So simple it seems,
Addictive and habit forming.
Each and everyday,
Your body transforming.

A disease some say,
And some a way of life.
It's like creating,
Your own surgical knife.

In when you want,
Then out it goes.
No ones around,
And no one knows.

So proud you are,
Of what you've become.
Working so hard,
To make yourself numb.

But Eventually,
Someone will discover.
Your secret,
Ugly undercover.