My Letter

Today this pen will deliver you the words I cannot say. Daddy I love you so and I never wanted you to go. You and mom were long apart but it was my heart you ripped apart.

For years and years you've blamed me... when it was you to blame and not me. I am not a kid anymore you need to face the facts... instead of hiding from the truth.

Your the one that hurt mom... the one that hurt me... and you stand there blaming me. I didn't make her leave... I'd appreciate it if you would wake up and see. I am lost and alone today... and it hurts me in the worst possible way.

I sit alone and cry and cry... wishing each night to die and die. You sit there and yell at me... why can't you just let me be. You torment and blame me I was only a kid you see.

I loved you both and still do but this poem is dedicated to you. I am writing this not to say I still hate you dad... but to ask you how you feel... and how we fell apart. So now I am ending this poem for it makes me sad and lonely and mad. But it makes me miss the way we once were... now knowing there isn't a cure.

I often wonder my dear dad If I died would you even cry?