The Feelings I Hold

I hope the heartbreak was worth it
I hope her catch was worth your fall
I'm sorry I'm not good enough but I want you to know I tried and gave it my all

I hope she's the special one that you were looking for..
I hope she's satisfied that she's got my world

I hope she doesn't cause you any pain, like I once did in the past
She may have healed your broken heart but I'm the one with the hurt that forever lasts

I hope you don't see through that smile I fake when I'm around you
My heart is tearing apart on the inside because she loves you and you're starting to love her too

I hope you know you're not making it easy for me to get you out of my mind
It's not easy dealing with a broken heart when interrupted thoughts of of you too are all I seem to find

I hope you know that you deserve the best, and I'm afraid it might be her
I hope you don't forget when you thought I was the one, and how strong your feelings for me were.