Sweet girl gone (sept 05)

I'm looking in the mirror at what i can see
But i see no sweet face staring back at me
What did i do? Were did i go?
How i miss that sweet girl so

I've changed so much, i cut, i bleed
But my pain few can see
Scars i have many but none cut for you
How can i stop cutting. Please tell me what to do

I want to stop I've had enough pain
I'm now beginning to realize it all over again
I've tried to stop before but i always seem to fail
Horrid thoughts take off and set sail

unfinished....