Everyday

Everyday i was just crying to get you,
Now I'm just dying to forget you.

Everyday I pretend I'm not hurt,
No-one notices, pretending seems to work.

Everyday I fake a smile,
Happiness, an emotion I haven't felt in a while.

Everyday I'm slowly dying inside,
While at the same time I'm slowly losing my pride.

Everyday I wish I could turn back the hands of time,
Because this pain I feel is just to hard to define.

Everyday I wish I didn't exist,
The Thoughts of suicide, my mind can't resist.

Everyday the feeling gets worse with my stone cold soul n shattered heart,
I'm torn into pieces & I'm falling apart.

Everyday I wear a disguise,
Hiding my life, behind hurtful lies.

Everyday there's some kind of messed up twist,
and a brand new cut across my wrist.

Everyday it's the same old thing,
Living my life is so damn tiring.

One day I won't be able to take it anymore,
I'll be found dead on the floor.