Thousand things running through my head
what ones are exaggerations
i never can tell
why i put myself through this i don't know
i sit here in the dark thinking
it makes me sick
how i make myself feel so empty
so alone
i pass the point of no return
i convince myself no one is there
and that i am alone
feeling like a butterfly being smothered by the darkness
no glimpse of light
no beam of hope
nothing is there
nothing
your only choice is to surrender
give in to the nothingness
and just disappear
where you really are alone
in the dark with no way out
