HE MADE ME KILL U

DEAR GOD....

PLEASE TAKE CARE OF MY BABY
GIVE HIM A LOT OF LOVE
TELL HIM HIS MOMMY DIDNT
WANT TO END HE\'S LIFE...

MOMMY WAS FORCED TO
KILL HER OWN SON,TELL HIM
THAT I\'M SORRY THAT HE DIDNT
TAKE HIS FIRST BREATHE OR LET
OUT HIS FIRST CRIES

TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM
N THAT HES ALWAYS IN MY HEART
EVERY NITE BEFORE MOMMY GOES TO SLEEP SHE PRAYS THAT U WILL 4GIVE HER, AND UNDERSTAND THAT THATS NOT WHAT SHE WANTED

MOMMY TRIED HER BEST TO SAVE YOU...MOMMY EVEN RAN AWAY
NEXT DAY WHEN SHE WAKE UP
U WASNT THERE...

PLEASE GOD TELL HIM THIS
DON\'T LET HIM HATE ME 4 THIS
I SWEAR I DID ALL I COULD
TO KEEP HIM B
UT THAT DOCTOR
WAS VERY CRULE

*JUST BECAUSE I WAS 16 I WAS FORCED TO KILL MY BABY..THEY TOOK MA BABY BOY AWAY FROM ME N I NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS....*