HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM

I fear the realness of what I feel inside
To show you my heart can tear down my pride
So Ill keep it to myself and hope you\'ll know
What is in my heart that I cannot show
I know the sex will be intense
The feelings I have are so immense
When you kiss me I feel like I am on fire
I wish I could show you my full desire
I know I get stupid and act a fool
And say things to you I know aren\'t cool
I want to trust you and believe what you say
But I been burned before and cant be that way
This is just me bein who I am
Im really feelin you
but scared of bein rejected
of bein hurt and not handlin it right
Im tired of all the drama in my life
Im to tired to put up a fight
so I guess what Im sayin
If your feelin me too
come over tonight
and let me do what I do