Inbetween.

So close to death,
Expecting it with every breath.
So near alive,
Feeling that i may survive.

In between...
The living dead i feel.
In between,
Life and death.. i am unclean.

So near my end,
I feel I'll die without a friend.
So near a new start,
I try to mend my broken heart.

In between..
Not quite where i mean..
To be.. in between,
The real me is yet unseen.

They think they know me,
But they'll know me really.
Because i never stay..
In the same place.

In between,
The living dead.
In between,
Just an aching in my head.

Do you feel that you just don't belong,
Feeling weak but at the same time strong.
Ever feel like the world is going by,
But time never seems to fly??

Are you a Lil in between,
Does anyone know what i mean.
I'm just in between... what am i meant to do...
If I'm in between loving you and hating you.