I Found Out Why

I found out why,
I lived this lie.
I don't want to die,
So why do I do this, to live my lie.

I do it because they don't know,
my feelings because they don't show.
They do show but not that well,
my life is just going through a living hell.

I need help and I'll admit it,
I don't want the pain from this little slit.
Maybe that help could be you,
sit, or talk and help me through.

© Corinne