I'll conquer anything

I want to be myself sometimes, I admit I do. I never asked to be alone; my veins are suddenly more blue.
I wonder why they are more visible and inviting some days and not others. More than ever before, I just want to hide under these covers.
This bed is where I come to get away, and where I cry. No one can see me, no one can hurt me here, I'm not sure why.
The little things don't matter anymore, and they use to bring great joy. It hurts, it's in a thousand pieces; he doesn't know it's not a toy.
This bed is comfort, where I spend most of my time, all the passing day. Just need to heal myself before I can go back to play.
One of these times I'll ace! The pain will no longer subside. Things leveled, I'll be weathered to withstand the tide.
Fear of the ocean dissipates in new found greatness within. Inner strength empowers, and overtakes all the mistake and sin.
I'm gonna show the world what strengths, in me, they sometimes can't see. I'm switching it up cause somethings make me wild, but I'll prove i can conquer anything.