It wasn't fair that you left
and i had to stay here
without you
and i don't care if everyone says it wasn't my fault
bullshit
it was my fault
and i hope to god you can forgive me
because i cant forgive myself
even though i didn't pull the trigger
in my mind i did
and i saw the blood run down your body
until it hit the floor and there was nothing i could do
but sit there and think why
why???
you
its not fair
as i ran into Ur room
thinking that you were gonna be sitting there
on your bed in Ur boxers
but no
you were sitting on the floor
in your regular clothes
and the necklace i gave you in your hand
along with the gun
your body drenched in your blood
and it wasn't fair
for me to have to stay here without you
i miss you so much
but i guess it is my fault
if i wouldn't have lied you would still be here
with me
loving me
