You said hi. i ignored you.
i look at you . you turned away.
we always play these little games. but never do we end up fighting. i wish we could just get into it sometimes just to know that you actually care to fight with me. no longer can i put this pain upon my messed up heart. you never do anything to make me feel bad. it's always me who brings this pain and fear upon myself. i get my hopes high and my heart feeling warm. but at the end it's me crying in the storm, i hate to see you walking around showing your body flashing your smile. sometimes i get lucky and it's at me but mostly it's at her. she is pretty especially for you and I'm happy to say that it doesn't hurt me to know that you have her with you by your side. i just wish we could talk for a minute or two so i could tell you our friendship is through. i can't wait no longer it's starting to hurt. i care for you so much that i have to let these feelings go. I'll see you in the halls and I'll hear your name all day. we can still say hi. but no more will i call. maybe in the end we'll see what we miss. but I'm sorry to say this. Goodbye with a kiss
