You just don't understand...

I run into my room and blare the music,
And then i fall to the ground,
And then i scream in my pillow,
then punch everything around.

You do not understand my pain,
my anger, or my sorrow.
You will never understand it,
neither today or tomorrow.

But one thing i want from you,
is to find me inside.
Not for what you see,
Or what you always deny.

You don't know the real me,
You don't know what i could do,
I'm different from what you presume,
But I'm mainly different from you.

Just remember this,
so one day who will know,
just one little thing about me,
That i will never let go....