Lost him...

Shattered promises,
broken hearts,
everything I have keeps falling apart.

Losing the world,
winning the tears,
reality becoming my worst fears.

No more smiles,
No more dreams,
Everything really is now as it seems.

I wish you loved me like before,
when she appeared "just us" was no more.

Wish I could be like her.
So you loved me like before.
Wish before it happened I had saw.

Now I feel so alone,
feel so stupid, should have known.

Should have remembered
from times before.
In my world hating me
is almost a law.

Nothing can be done,
not much to say,
This is the end of another crappy day.