I shut my eyes
I keep them closed
I fear that if I open then my dream will end
I have someone now
But yet they are so far
I can feel his breath
I can taste his kiss
Take a deep breath
Open my eyes
No one again
Was only a dream
Yet again just a wish
When will my heart be able to love
When will I let someone in
I wish for true love
I wish to be held
But something won't let me
Like a secrete won't tell
I forgave my beater
I try to forget
Then someone comes close
Will he hit
Enters my mind
Everytime