You have been there for me through it all
You have shown me the way
To the light ahead
I have something to live for
That thing is you
You mean the world to me
Always have, always will
Without you I would be dead right now
Being lowered into the ground
Something you would not enjoy
To watch
Crying wishing I would come back
Will be what you would have done
Never forgetting our memories
We have always had together
Of course I will miss you
But thats not to say
I won't regret this
Knife in hand
Ready to strike
What will I do tonight
Will I finally do my toll
Will I finally be fearless
Repay you for what I have wished all along
To be into the ground
This was all a lie
You never showed me anything
I just wished you would
Then it wouldn't have to end this way
Finally striking into the wrist
Blood running down my fist
Watching and waiting
For my life to end
Nobody there to stop me
Nobody really caring
Finally its starting to affect me
Starting to hurt
I can feel the pain
Later being lowered into the ground
My sweet suicide
