You Don't Know ....

To whom It may concern:

do you know how it feels to be picked on at school
I've cut for three years i bet you didn't know
do you know how it feels to be screamed and yelled at
to have your parents bring you down low

do you know how it feels to cry all night
staring at your razor, watching it gleam
do you know how it feels saying you want to die
as your inside screams

do you know how it feels to become what you don't want to be
living this life, you don't know me
look at my face, look past the fake smile
do you know how it feels when people cant see

I'll tell you what i see everyday
i see people staring at my ugly face
i hear a little girl wanting to be set free
because she cant live in this place

a girl who is sick and tired of trying
to just once make her parents proud
because she knows she wont succeed
her silent screams don't even make a sound

a girl who loves her friends with all her heart
but she cant stay any longer
a girl who's parents hate her when she hates herself
she knows she's their disgraced daughter

all of these hurtful words are taring her apart
please don't tell her what she does and doesn't do
you don't know me, this torn little girl
you don't know anything...especially what you put me threw....

* dedicated to my parents...... for always making me feel like shit well congrats I've become what you always said i was.....*