Bleeding Prayer

Hurting daily, not sure why
Wondering constently-
When it's my time to die
Always lonely and in pain

Tears form and fall-
All day long
Prayers are prayed
But no answers yet

Lauther hides my screaming heart
Torment from others forces me to cut
Seeing my own blood just brings hate
Hate for everyone including myself

As i slit my arms and my wrist
A single tear falls
A tear of sadness, of pain, of anger, of hate
I kneel down and pray a bleeding pray to God
To finally seal my fate