The Perfect Daughter..Who You Wanted Me To Be

I'm the bubbly funny girl at school,
The kind of girl who's kind but in her own way cool,
She's so happy
Shes so content,
But deep inside she's full of regret,

And There She Lay Underneath..
In Her Deepest Darkest Sleep,

Every day is the same routine,
Her true emotions are never seen,
You may call her a drama queen,
But all she wants is a shoulder to cry on,
For someone to weep for when she is gone,

And There She Lay Underneath..
In Her Deepest Darkest Sleep,

She'd sit on the bus on the way home,
Listening to her mp3 loud,
While she sinks back to the crowd,
Looking out her window,
She Thinks "I just want my life to rekindle"
And as she looks out to the world,
She see's herself as a scared little girl,
Screaming out eager for something to grab,
All she wants to be is happy not sad,
Whats wrong with me,
I don't know who to be,
Everyone wants so much of me,

And crying on the inside,
Cause shes too scared to show her true self that she hides,
I just wanna throw a chair at the wall,
I just wanna scream,
I just wanna wake up from this reality of a dream

And There She Lay Underneath..
In Her Deepest Darkest Sleep,m,

She got off the bus with mascara down her face,
What does it matter I'll be easily replaced,
Everyone says they wanna be there for me,
But when I start to talk It's not me they see,
I hate this so much,
Everything has lost its scent and touch,

And There She Lay Underneath..
In Her Deepest Darkest Sleep,

A million thoughts race through my head,
But a main one saying
F&@$ You, You should already be dead,
I got the winding rope,
With A single suicidal note,
I'm not sorry for what I've done,
"You weren't there when I lost my hope,
Now it's time for you to share my fun,"

And There She Lay Underneath..
In Her Deepest Darkest Sleep,

Her parents ran in and saw,
Their only child dead; their daughter,
They wept for years,
Of empty tears

And There She Lay Underneath..
In Her Deepest Darkest Sleep,

Then I remembered That girl was me...
I'm Sorry Mum and Dad..
I wasn't the perfect girl..you wanted me to be..