The end of the line

Is there anyone out there waiting for me?
waiting to take me away,
away from the tears and pain,
that haunt me everyday,
when im feeling alone or afraid,
feeling that no one cares,
will someone out there treat me right,
be the one thats always there,
im sick of being alone,
so close yet so far,
im always thinking of you,
wondering where you are,
falling down a black hole,
of misery and confusion,
feeling sick of life,
sick of believing in illusions,
ive been messed around to much,
this is now the end,
i cant do this anymore,
i dont want to pretend,
i have a decision to make,
one that will change my life,
it will probably f u c k me up,
cut into me like a knife,
i know i must do it,
i need to let you go,
i realy dont want to,
but theres no other way to go,