Understand

Now Ive showed you all these tears,
and showed you all these fears,
i feel so empty,
and so alone,
i feel so outcast,
and like i have no home,
i feel that no one understands these fears i have,
and that i cant face them alone,
i have no one by my side,
i have no courage and no pride,
so hear me out wen i say,
that you are the only light in my day,
and i am so sorry in every way,
I'm sorry for everything i ever did,
and today at lunch i looked like a kid,
but i cant help the way i feel,
i was hiding it all for so long,
and it feels like it will never heal,
all i know is that it wont b long,
before i die,
before I'm gone...