If only If only.....

If only if only........
It Seems like i should give up.
Like i should keep on living ,but my heart keeps on going.
Walking though the days one by one.
Wish to see the one who could take it All away.
Living a life like a vampire.
Sleeping by day to stay away from the pain.
Living by night to prey upon the weak of live.
To live a life of happiness would be the world but that's just to much to ask.
We live we die.
What what does it matter we all go to the same place in the end.
To close my eyes one last time.
To breathe my one last breath.
So I rest my mind and to sleep an eternal rest.