I want to give you something ,
that bleeds as it leaves my hands.
I want you to accept it gratefully ,
yet feel so guilt ridden , you can't even stand.
I want to make you see something ,
thats bruised and doubled up in pain .
I hope you're compelled to stare at it,
and feel sharp , constant stabs of shame.
I want to make you hear something ,
the coldest scream into the darkest night.
I want it to scare you , to keep you awake,
Make you want to live within constant light.
I want every painful sight and sound ,
to put you through hell on earth ,
I want to inflict this pain on you......
Because this is how I feel.
