Panic Attack

Panic rush is in my body,
slowly over coming my mind and soul...
I'm scared and hurt...
i wish i was buried 6 feet in the dirt...
i get dizzy and start to shake,
my mouth buzzes...
and its more than i can take...
tears fill my eyes,
and my vision is blurred...
i cant breath or sleep...
i live in fear of every word...
my mind races,
and my hands go limp...
pain cuts thru my chest,
and in just one blink i fall,
i fall in a depression so deep,
no one can get me out...
i lay alone as i weep...
this life is more than i can bare...
so i am going into eternal sleep...

~ this poem took me a very long time, i would really appreciate it if you commented~