Alone - 30/10/2005

No matter where I am, I feel alone,
Even at the place I thought I'd be fine,
There's no were I can go,
Where somethings mine.

Trying so hard,
Being broken in pieces,
Tied to and mistreated,
Hurt, pain and it increases.

Don't tell me you know,
Try and understand,
It's not self esteem,
All I need is a trusting hand.

Pushing away, knowing them,
And how they hurt,
Trying to find the one to talk to,
Excaping the treating like dirt.

Don't want to be touched or hugged,
Don't want to feel alone,
Want to hold someone,
Hiding behind my protective stone.

Mystery cries,
Feeling uncared, feeling alone,
Feeling unwanted,
Wanting to be known.

©Elisha L. Brain