If only you knew

I know i didnt want to wait this long....
to the depths of my heart i know that it will go all wrong.
But at the same time it feels so right,...I can't seem to fall asleep tonight.

I want to get you off my mind, These feelings are a waste of time.
i know your never going to feel the same, im sick and tierd of this game.

the pain inside i've tryed so hard to hide, it keeps on burning and building inside.
im acting like a fool i know,
trying my best to not let my feelings show.

i love you more then anyone possibly could
we'd be perfect together i know that we would!

i wish that i could make you see, this hurt i feel intoxicates me. days i've spent crying till i cant breathe, tears blur my vision..... i cant see! with knowing that you will never love me.

rejection is my biggest fear,
you hate me, u made that crystal clear.
When will you see me in a different way?
the way that i see you everyday.

i think im in love with you....
if only you knew..

but i know one thing for sure, im certain its true.
the day i drop a tear to the ocean and find it... is the day i will stop loving you.