Hi everyone Im going to start writing poems again and this time i mean it. But there probably gonna be sad cause i want to express my feelings right now. I say this because my moms been dead for 14 years and I've recently been finding out alot about her death and it makes me sad and it hurts :(

It's been a very long time since I've logged on here. I'm now 33. The years have seem to pass me by consumed with work and business. I'm currently going through a divorce ???? one I did not want to happen with the love of my life. I've been betrayed on all levels and have just found out about it. These coming months with be of poems written out of hurt and pain unfortunately. My coping method I guess one can say. If you ever see these Christina I still love you with all my heart. I wish the pain could subside even just a little. After 14 years. I never thought you felt this we about me. I hurts so much. To know you never really cared about me only my success...