I sit and I stare,
I sit and I think lost in thought
Why do I feel like this???
This simple emptiness in my heart??
What is it?
What more do I expect from life?
I have a family that care
Friends that would listen
A boyfriend that seems to love me
Yet I can not tell anyone,
I hate my life
They wouldnt understand
Everyone has so many problems
They tell them to me,
It opens my mind to the real world that I have never been shown.
The world where families dont work out, where children are abused and people can become messed up inside
What is this place I live in???
Some people call it beautiful, I call it hell
It used to be beautiful until we came along and messed it up.
What is beautiful???
War?
Pollution?
Living death?
If I had a dream this is what it would be...
To live in a place of beauty and tranquillity,
To live in a place where humans do not dominate land, air, water and fire.
Where animals do not have to live in fear of us ruining their habitat
And there is a chance of us getting killed by wolf.
But I know my dream would never come true...
So I will spend eternity trying to quench an emptiness I know I can not
To accept life as it is
To live with people that will NEVER know me because they would never understand
I will spend my life...
As a nobody.
Life has killed the dream I would dream.
By Scarlett brown
it may not be that good but itz just how i feel about this fukd up world.
