I'm Tired...

I'm tired of crying,
I'm tired of all these tears,
I'm tired of these feelings,
I'm tired of all these fears.
I'm tired of this life,
I'm tired each and every day,
I'm tired of it all,
I'm tired in each and every way.
I'm tired of having to watch,
I'm tired of always giving,
I'm tired of not seeing the good,
I'm just getting tired of living.
I'm tired of playing these stupid games,
I'm tired of having you in my mind,
I'm tired of feeling so different,
I'm tired of feeling left behind.
I'm tired of feeling this way,
I'm tired of always hating,
I'm tired of listening to all the lies,
I'm getting tired of waiting.
I'm tired of all these decisions,
I'm tired of having to choose,
I'm tired of always being wrong,
I'm tired of always having to lose.
I'm tired of dying inside,
I'm tired of always smiling,
I'm tired of living these two different lives,
I'm tired of always crying.
I'm tired of knowing these things,
I'm tired of listening,
I'm tired of killing my soul,
I'm tired of ignoring everything within.
I'm tired of staying here,
I'm tired of all these situations you're making,
I'm tired of losing the people I love,
I'm tired of losing the bits of me you're taking.
I'm tired of slugging through each day like it's a chore,
I'm tired of dreading the tomorrows,
I'm tired of living like this,
I'm tired of bringing new meaning to sorrow.
I'm tired of hating this life,
I'm tired of thinking how things were,
I'm tired of thinking how they could have been,
Dead souls have no future...

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