Waiting

No more pain...No more pain...
The emotion is so unreal
Awaiting the pain
Awaiting the shame
As I cut myself & slowly watch me drip on the floor
These are my last minutes of life
I know there is no way to stop it now
What should I say before I go?
Something great?
Something serious?
She\'s right here holding me
The tears fall over my weaking body
I chose to say nothing & smile
Suddenly I feel my grip slipping...
My heart slowing...
My eyes closing & I hear a faint I love.. you
Suddenly I feel a jerk of life come to me
And I tighten my grip with her hand
I force out of my mouth these words...
I...love...you & dont...forget...me
I feel it hardly now, now I feel nothing but being lifted up
My end has come & gone
This is my message,
Remember me not in death but in life
The things you loved me for & that I feel no more pain...no more pain

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