XxI've got to ChangexX

Its been a year, and I've
been with so many other guys
but, still your on my mind
not a day passes and i don't think of you

Not a slow song goes by
with out your name being thought of
I don't really miss you
just what we once had together

And that smile only you could give me
After all this time i still wonder
where i went wrong
it seems that every relationship
I'm in ends badly

With me, heart broken and lonely
at first i thought it was the guys
but now i start to wonder if it could be me?
Maybe it is really my fault maybe I'm to blame

I've said it so many times before
I'm scared to die alone
scared that if i don't change
in some way nobody's going to want me

Relationships are not something
I'm good at they don't come easy to me
my past is full of one night stands

And abusive relationships
Maybe i don't deserve a good man
but i can't even keep the ones
thats don't treat me right