Is it Time to Give Up?

Staring straight ahead, into the cold black dead
Feeling alone in this cold with noone to hold

Just living through this torture, sailing solo
All of this hurt and anger has nowhere to go

This cloud hovering over me is taking away my right to breathe
I just want to get up and leave

Here come the tears and all of the pain
Here comes the floods from all of the rain

I'm drowning, I'm dying, I'm no longer alive
In this pool of tears I long to dive

Swimming as far as I can to get away
Run and go and never come back another day

Hear me scream, hear me yell
Yelling for someone to pull me out of this hell

Save me please! Give a damn
Someone help me find who I am
I can't let go, I just don't know
Where in the hell do I go?

Where do I move on to?
Who do I turn to?
This isn't the end
I want my soul to mend