I'll Be Okay

I look at all this now and know I wasn't in love
It wasn't some strange powerful being from above
It was all in my head, I let you get to me with the things you said

Don't get me wrong, this still hurts real bad
I did care about you and now I am sad

I'm real hurt that you lied, what did you have to hide?
If you want to be with other girls, go ahead, Ill let you be
But if you want to have them, then you just can't have me

I do believe you care, or maybe I don't
If you cared then you would call, but I'm pretty sure you won't
You said you loved me, but to you that's just a word
The way you throw it around is just absurd

I wish I didn't have to be a part of you game
I hope some day you'll look back with shame

Why did you choose me anyway?
Why did I have to meet you that day?

You may not have completely broken my heart
But you've definitely torn off a big part
Can I have it back now?
I want to move on, but I don't know how
I can quit talking to you, but what about the memories?
Tell me what to do!

I can't let go, though I know I must do so
I wish I could say that some day I hope you find someone to make you happy
But I don't, I want you to hurt like me

I hope someday some girl tears your heart apart
I want to tell you about all the times I cried, but I don't know where to start

And I know this pain's not done
I know it's probably just begun
I'll probably cry when I go to sleep tonight
But I can promise you I'll be alright

I know it won't happen tomorrow
But I'll get rid of this sorrow
Right now is sounds so far away
But I know that some day,I'll be OK!