P.S. Sorry if this offends anyone with my title. I'm not against God, and I'm not like all for it either. I'm just me, I have my own beliefs. Sorry for the title.
-Chelsea-
Dear God
Are you there?
Are you really listening?
Do you really love you?
Because it sure as hell
Doesn't feel like it,
It feels as if you've turned your back
That you have forgotten I'm existing.
I'm still here
Even thought I've done horrible things,
My heart's gettin' heavy
Like it doesn't need to beat.
Up against the wall,
You've got me held up against the wall,
But you're not there to help,
You stand wacthing over.
With the music blairing
And you no help,
There's a gasping breath
Caught in my throat.
And so what
If I happen to slice open my veins..
You're not helping
You've crossed the line
I'm misinforming you
You've broke my heart again this time.
I sit in silence
Listening to the blood pump through my veins,
And the music scream,
When the music goes off,
I'll scream till I bleed.
