Life

So empty inside
so lonely out

my soul trying to twist in ways i cannot
turning me into someone one I dont want

as I finally find the door
they just give me more and more
emptiness and fear
taking away what ever draws near

I try to get to the other side
but they just push me aside

no more laughter no more smiles
none of that for a thousand miles
darkness and shadows lurk around nothing i can hear no not a sound
so sad so lonely
every one i trusted turned out a phony

i walk in pain and fear
just to clench to whatever is here
to clench whatever i can
to clench to whatever will not ban

i walk away feeling depressed
no one will understand none of the rest
no one knowing how i feel
no one knowing that Im ever real.

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