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I am pathetic
i know thats my truth
but can i accept my destiny
to know that this shit is real
i hear it everyday
even from someone new

they say my beauty is real
but how can it if i don't see it
i look in the mirror
and all i see is blah

how do i know it not all lies
am i really wearing a this mask
even inside
i wish i could change
I'd give up my brain

but oh no wait i cant do that
i gave up my brain
along with my thoughts
when i gave into my TEMPTATION!!1