The final urge

The more she cuts
The more they hate
the more she cuts
is what decides her fate

with her blade clutched to her chest
she now knows shes lower then the rest

the remarks , the hate , the comments and the anger
is what puts her in more danger

the danger in her mind tells her to do it

but the more she tries to quit, the urge gets bigger bit by bit

she slowly pulls it out as her hands shake
she knows everyones gonna judge her but she manages by posing a fake

a fake hug, a fake smile
at least it'll take away the pain for a little while

a small cut she says thats all i should do
no one will know no one will needs too

she finally goes for the slit
shes shaking so much and she ends up cutting the wrong way and she slips

the blade goes deep into the vein
as she lays there in pain

as the last drop of blood drips from her arm

now shes the perfect example of self harm