Its your fault

You dont no how im feeling
so dont tell me you do
you dont no the half of it
you would never understand
no one could ever understand
how can you understand my pain
if i dont even understand it
just stop trying to help me
your only makeing it worst
its half your fault im like this
you tell me you love me and are only trying to help
but your not helping
your makeing the pain much deeper
i feel so lonely
sometimes i forget to breath
sometimes i cant see
it all keeps getting worst
no one can help me now
no one can take it all away
im sick of liveing in pain everyday
i just want to end it all
do you no what its like to wake up everyday wishing you had of past away
no you dont ....
just please let me go
dont worry it wont take long
i will be gone any moment now
dont cry for me
for i wouldnt cry for you
for your the one who raped me
and made me feel this way
so stop trying to act like nothing happend
stop trying to cover it up
and just let me go
you no its what you want
you want me to leave this world
so no one will ever no what you done to me
why are you makeing it so hard for me
you never loved me
god you dont even no what love is
goodbye remember dont cry

sorry not very good this felt the need to write something