Dear Satan

Since I was born, I was always your child.
From the first cry, to the first step, to my very first kindergarten smile.
You were always there right by my side.
Now that I'm older, i learned that you are nothing but lies.
You said you would never hurt me.
You said you would always care.
So many times you deserted me.
And the toys you never shared.
in elementary you gave me a temper and i thought I was queen.
Now when I look back on everything is not what it seems.
Tempers, tantrums, and knocking chairs on the floor.
If I had continue this lifestyle, I would be knocking so hard on deaths door.
In middle school I felt relieved because I thought I was saved.
I did well for about two days but then again some things never change.
You got into my life and you got into my brain.
And as years would pass me by I never remained the same.
I started failing classes and argued with my teachers in school.
I thought it was the right thing but instead I was just being cruel.
My mom would leave me and my dad would leave.
I was turning into a demon child and had so many tricks up my sleeve.
My sister would tease me and my family would look at me in disgust.
I was all alone and besides you I had no one that I could trust.
You've been with me the whole time I've been on this earth.
Now I just want to say I hate you and you have no worth.
All I have is one question to bring to the table is why?
You said everything you say is true but even that turned out to be a lie.
Why did you take my mother when I needed a hug?
Why did you take me father when I needed his love.
Why did you take my sister when I needed her to talk?
But most importantly why did you take my life instead of letting me walk?
You were shaping me into something I didn't want to be.
You were making me just like you but that didn't resemble me.
Now my eyes are open and the light has finally shined.
I finally found someone whom I can call mine.
Someone who makes me feel so good inside and i know that he cares.
Someone that I can trust and rely in deep within because he is always there.
So I'm writting you this letter satan and i hope that you can understand.
That I have to disperse from this lifestyle you've given me before taking the good Lord's hand.

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