Broken Heart

I'm pleased to be around you
But I hate you so
Without you I am nothing
But around you I am annoyed
I like the way you look at me
But gazing into your eyes
They terrify me
But where would I be without you?
No doubt you help me
But you leave me here to die
If I start to cry
And you're around me
My tears are saved and dry
But my heart remains broken
Without you I strive
But around you it's hard to imagine I'm alive
With claws so sharp
Yet you don't touch me
But the pain I feel
Like a clash to my chest
But my heart will not heal
I like the vibe around you
Bur my heart remains broken
And the vibe dies
I wish there was a reason for my love
Not including my hate
Though I cannot stand you
Our love might be perfect
But I bet it would be worse on a date
So I'm going to try to get over this
All my love
All my hate
And my heart will remain broken
But I guess it is better to wait