Things Change...

I thought it was a dream
I just wanted to scream
I could not believe my eyes
I woke up to a surprise.

My life was finally mine
Astonished that I was fine
Mom was no longer around
Realized that I had drowned.

I had left everyone behind
On the verge of going blind
I had caused everyone pain
All alone I would remain.

Nothing was the same
Only myself to blame
For the good and the bad
But I wasn't even sad.

We were finally together
But I turned into a stranger
To start a new beginning
Sad to see things changing.

I was hurting another
I was flooded in anger
Tears fell down my face
I wanted to leave this place.

I didn't know who I was
For a second I had to pause
That little girl inside is gone
That little girl has to move on.

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